hey, hey! Look at this, a blog post a decent amount of time from my last one. Could this be the year I finally blog semi-routinely? Probably not. But stay tuned.
What I’m Reading
This is a bit of a new one for me, I’m not the most avid reader of non-fic, but I’m reading THE RADIUM GIRLS: THE DARK STORY OF AMERICA’S SHINING WOMEN. I’d heard good things about it, plus it was about women and history (two of my favorite things), and I noted in the past I have a hard time drafting/revising and reading YA at the same time. 1. Because time spent reading is time not spent working. 2. And, sometimes I tend to absorb what I read and it bleeds through into my work cause I love it too much. Then some of my revising is weeding those bits out and realigning my vision for the story. I figured it might be easier to revise and read something preeeetty different.
I did not expect this book to be as intense as it is. I should have been prepared, considering it’s a horrible piece of history, but there’s a lot of visceral description of the sickness and pain these women suffered due to radium poisoning. There are points where I find myself feeling anxious while reading, but I think if I just go piecemeal, it’ll be fine.
On the flip side, I’m so in awe of these women and their strength. It’s highly suspect if I would have been able to go through what they did. It pisses me off too, that the Radium Girls story is a lesson told over and over again in grade school (was it for you? it was for me), but the story is distilled down to “Oh, the silly women would dab the radium paintbrushes in their mouths and paint themselves, then they all died cause no one knew radium was radioactive.”
This story is so much more than that. SO MUCH more than that.
What I’m Doing
So like most recent college grads I’ve been job hunting. It’s not fun. We’re gonna quickly move on.
The coolest thing to happen recently was attending a screening of LOVE, SIMON.
If you’re a YA fan, I’m sure you’ve read this adorable novel, and if you haven’t, PLEASE GET ON IT. The movie was an absolute delight. It perfectly captures the spirit and tone of the book. Formal reviews aren’t allowed so I can’t say much. I’m a notorious critic of YA adaptations and adaptations in general, but this is one of my favorites. That’s not to say they perfectly recreated every scene–there are some changes. But it just works. I think this is the only adaptation I can say this about.
Side note: I stood outside in line for over an hour in the cold and my feet froze I was 110% convinced I was going to get frostbite and die and have to go to the hospital to have my feet amputated and miss the movie.
BUT, I can’t wait to go see it again on March 16 and take Bestie (Jess, as you longtime readers know ;D) and my mom.
I’ve done some other things recently, like finally try a pork cutlet bowl, as inspired by my love Yuri!!! On Ice.
Jess and I also hit a dessert bar right after. And we got a lot of treats (SO MANY TREATS) but we were so full (SO FULL). But look how pretty they were…
Then we got our periods the next day, so I guess that explains everything.
And no, that’s not a plant. But we named it Simon 😀
Other than gorging ourselves on dessert, Jess and I have also been hitting the gym. We’ve started off the year on a pretty healthy note all things considered. Let’s see what I’m blogging about in December 2018, muahahaha. Fingers crossed for a fit year.
Between all that I’ve been working at the library, as one does. The real work has been on monsterbook, which I guess I’ll talk about in the writing session belooowwww.
Ermm, Brittany and I hit a new cafe… but I think she still prefers her first love Breads. Oh, I also found out there’s a Goth Renaissance shop downtown, and it houses an immense amount of lingerie, but not nearly as many capes. #MoreCapes2k18
What I’m Thinking About
A list, in no particular order:
- i hope the new arctic monkeys album is good
- 16 hour time change. the things I do for tennis #AustralianOpen
- it’s been 1 year of the trump presidency, HOW are we all still here
- it’s been 1 year of the trump presidency, HOW is he still president
- i want to go somewhere new, but it’s winter and traveling with a giant coat would suck up all my luggage space…
- women’s march 2.0 TOMORROW #riseup
- how many times can one rewatch gilmore girls before it’s Too Much
What I’m Netflixing
So, have you heard of this show Cable Girls? I knew it was a show about 1. 1920s Spain, 2. women, 3. women working in a telephone company, 4. women working in a telephone company in 1920s Spain. Like, if that doesn’t sound like a Mickey!Show, I don’t know what does. But I put off watching it. I’d scroll past it on my list, searching in vain for something until I just gave up and put Gilmore Girls on again. But recently Netflix had it back on its front screen since season 2 had just come out.
I don’t know why, but I just gave in. I think I’m just desperate for new TV since Outlander is done and I’m behind on Riverdale, Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, and Jane the Virgin isn’t back yet. I’m just starved for TV, obvs. It started with a voiceover I dug right away, but then I noticed the audio wasn’t synching up with the mouths. Puzzled, I paused it and restarted it, reloaded the page and tried again, but nothing worked. But I didn’t want to stop watching so I decided to just watch it as is.
Then the theme song came on, and my eyes glazing over, I couldn’t register any of the words. That… was not English. And then the title came on, but it didn’t say Cable Girls. It said something in Spanish.
I realized this wasn’t an American show, but an English dub of a Spanish show! Anyway, there’s a very long story about how I came to learn that, ha! I’m almost done with episode 3, and I gotta say, I dig it. I think Carlota is my fave, the blonde women below furtherest back holding something. She kinda looks backstabby to me in this image, but she’s actually the sweetest???? She’s so adorable and bubbly and wants her freedom more than anything and I CANNOT WITH HER.
Look at these women!!! Look at their faces. THEY HAVE SECRETTTSSSSS AND WANT INDEPENDENCE.
This was one of my absolute favorite bits from 1×01:
[Marga] I still can’t believe you’re here. When your father came into the bar, I almost got in the car, I was so scared.
[Carlota] Do you know what a woman’s worst enemy is? Submission.
[Marga] I was always taught to obey.
[Carlota] Sure. Me, too. ‘A woman needs to always be proper and obedient, Carlota.’ But one day I thought, ‘You’re not a woman. How do you know what I need?’ So he can lock all the doors he wants. ‘There is no gate, no lock, no bolt that you can set upon the freedom of my mind.’ Virginia Woolf said that.
DO YOU SEE?? Do you see how perfect and wonderful? So yeah, here’s my plug for Cable Girls. Lady friendships, feminism, 1920s Spain, telephones!! (how quaint), angsty tortured love stories, handsome Spanish boys, cute outfits!
What I’m Writing
Ah, yes. Here we come to monsterbook draft5! I’ve said it with every draft, but this is the most intense, trying revision I’ve ever done. This is the book, guys. I hope it is. It feels like it could be. I got some CP feedback from my darling Joan (add DESCENDANT OF THE CRANE here!!) that really highlighted how some of the plot points in monsterbook aren’t things caused by the girls, but that they have to react to it, and thus certain points feel kind of random. She said it, and I was like “Poof, yes that explains everything.” She said some other things too, but that note probably led to the biggest revision I’m doing right now.
I was at my bakery today with an earl grey latte, and I completely replotted act 2 to make sure my girls are the drivers of the plot, the makers of change, the doers of bad choices, the knocker of dominoes, you get the picture. At first, it felt daunting. When I got Joan’s messages at 11:30pm a few nights ago, I was like “omg what will I dooooo” but then the panic very quickly abated, and I felt like, subconsciously, I did know how to fix it. So I hung onto that, comforted myself with it, ha. Today, I wrote down 10 pages of notes in my writing book, completely taking apart act 2 and putting it back together. I’m so thrilled with things right now. That’ll probably change, because writing is a pendulum, where you swing from high to low, excited to horrified, etc. But for now draft5 feels like it’s starting off on the right foot.
(I listened to a lot of Bleachers while writing it!)
IT’S SO PRETTY I DIE.
And it’s way cooler than Bebinator Karo I made, right??
bahaha can’t you see the resemblance??
This is a great way to end!! Chat soon, maybe??? Take care, and I hope your year is starting off the way you want it to. And if not, there’s still time to turn it around ❤